I have so many thoughts as I'm going through this and I'm wondering is it normal for someone to post on their blog more than once a day? I haven't been to blog etiquette 101 so i wouldn't know. As I go over the actual weight loss scenario I picture myself with the pounds falling off and I'm get all giddy. I have experience great loss in these past months with my uncle Ricky and my sister Delisia I miss them so much and it's a loss that hurts deeply.
Me losing this weight will be a great loss also but not a hurtful one a happy one. I won't regret losing my unattractive roll that hangs over my pants when I sit down. I won't miss the feeling of being the biggest person in a room........well i guess that's not really a problem if I'm a size 12 (thats my goal size). I won't miss being uncomfortable with myself in certain things.
I can't wait to be able to find things in my closet to fit or in stores to fit easier. I can find things here and there but it's rare to find something that i really enjoy in the plus size section. I can't wait to have the energy that I've always dreamed of now that will be priceless. Aghh to go outside and walk for long periods of times with out all the complaining! LOL It's going to be nice. I'm a die hard scrapbooker so no more worrying about the awkward roll. I'm going to be comfortable being me and knowing that i will be healthy.
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